Sunday, January 6, 2013

ordering the mess and an expected joy

I'm currently going through the notebooks I've accumulated over a decade and a half.  Must make some order in this sprawling setting filled with many many series and stand-alone novels/novellas/shorts.  My main focus is the Pariah novel.  That's what has got my complete passion at the moment.  But I need to do a test run of the blog posted stories/serials.  I'm thinking something about forests and forests creatures.  Something that isn't as convoluted as the Pariah.  And really, I need something to level me out from something as difficult and uncomfortable and painful as the Pariah.  It will be a handful to make this thing work.  But also very difficult because the subject matter is horrible.  And I will be living this for as long as I'm writing it.  I have posted this before, but yeah, that is one of the reasons I have been reluctant to write these stories.  The other reason is because I've never thought I was ready.  I think I may be ready now.  We'll find out.

And I also must work on my songs.  My equipment will arrive Tuesday (1/8/13) and I'll need to familiarize myself with it all.  And I am so very excited.  So many things coming at the same time.  And all so amazing.  But I do need to have some stuff ready so I can delve into myself, tear myself apart, and let the resulting blood ink the music and the words.  I will also have positive songs.  But the great majority is dark and painful and fucked.

Things are happening...

Gears are turning...

Be patient, my friends...

Be - Patient....

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